In a short while I was escorted back to our apartment. I didn’t
want to think about it, neither was I interested in saying a word about it. My world
has crumbled in the hands of the man I’m supposed to love. George tried to
bring it up with me in explanations of mistake around Stephen; but in all
sincerity my mind was made up. The result of that insincerity and infidelity is
what we are all still greeting today.
What else can a man want in a woman that I don’t have? In my possession of beauty I was a runner up
in a pageant: I’m tall with long legs, eloquent in communications, built in
home training, I complement any man interested in a getting a better future, but
I’ve been relegated to the least of beast. At this point I knew how scattered
men are. My husband didn’t talk about this at all. We continued living in the
same house like it was normal. The hatred was building up to anger, and the
thought of killing him increased. He suddenly started the ego of almost all
military men: the unbreakable, the indestructible, and the specie with the
highest resilience who can step on anybody’s injury, without an apology. I knew
he would suffer for this.
I have a second wife who lives in a village in rivers state;
who hasn’t finished secondary school, who is more interested in being a second
wife than a first wife, and one day the child she has, would come and inherit what
my husband and I are jointly building. These thoughts are condemning, and the
more I dwelt in them, the more the fury. I registered to do a computer course. The
program center was in the city, thus I had something to take me out of the
house every day. I needed space to get relief from the ordeal I just suffered. I wasn’t going there to learn.
My breakthrough came the day I saw Major General Mingo. He had
attended our wedding, and he was interested in our welfare, but I suspected him
the way he always looks at my body. He was close to the gate of the barracks as
I was driving out. I stopped to greet him and a thought came to my mind. I told
him I needed to see him and explains some things I was going through. To my
surprise he became so interested. I narrated the whole ordeal I and my husband
suffered, and how my husband has not even called me to talk about this till
date.
We are living like it’s an ordinary issue we dealing with,
and sir lately it seems I’m no longer attracted to him. He doesn't even touch
me, nor talk to me like I was the one that did wrong. General Mingo was
dismayed, and said he would talk to him. I said no, my husband mustn’t know I have
reported him. He said the pains might be too much for me to bear, and that he
believes if my husband isn’t around, that space might give me some room to heal
up the pains of what he had done wrong. Next week he was to be deployed for
another mission: this time it was outside the country and at that point I got
my relief.
His departure wasn’t a grief at all. I wasn’t moved like expected.
I didn’t even escort him to their departure point. George was also part of this
trip, and that was more touching than my husband leaving. I couldn’t show it
though, thus I resorted to fate. General Mingo was now my new accomplice. He was
always checking on me. Asking how I was stabilizing and advices rolled in on a
regular. He broke the silence of his intentions the day he told me about the affair
I had with George, and he left me in shock. I didn’t deny it, because he said
all actions as if he was following us. He said he was going to keep it as a
secret as long as I satisfied his sexual desires. The blames was now becoming
my own in an adventure I never anticipated. I couldn’t withstand him in
thoughts; so I gave in. The affair was a wonderful one. He reached orgasm at
the quickest time possible. He was subtle in touches and he lavished all
resources on me.
The whole escapade went on for six months before Stephen came
back. I missed him a lot this time and I was happy he was back.
He probably had no woman to enjoy in Sudan; he put all energies
in me when he came back, and three weeks after his arrival, I was sperm full. It
started with some irritations and later a little nausea. It was at the military
hospital that the confirmation was made to me that I was pregnant, and my joy
was revived again. It was time to address the Margaret issue, thus Stephen started
the explanation. They were in a safety camp with the refugees and Margaret was
so close to him. After a successful raid one day, he had taken so much alcohol,
and in all drunkenness he had sex with her. The result of the sex is the
pregnancy I heard about. I didn’t want to do it baby, he begged like he was
serious, and the affection we had when we were about getting married arose in
me again. He told me about myself and George; that he had also kept quiet like
he was not aware. The knowledge of you and George made me feel no regret about Margaret.
I was supposed to be at your mercy he said, but with your affair that was
public to the whole barracks, I felt betrayed also, he said. I apologized also
and in our tears, holding ourselves we plugged to each other again, and it was sex
all the way.
We fagged ourselves out and in all truthfulness he said: Margaret
died at child birth and the child died also. I didn’t know if I had to be happy,
but my facial expression was sympathy. Inside I was happy but the fear I was
carrying general’s child and not Stephen was the only fear. Should I tell him
the truth about General Mingo or keep it as a secret was the next point……. It took
four months for the next revelations to be unraveled and it was a passport I saw
in his wallet. Margaret was alive and the baby girl looked like his father.
Hmmmmm.... Who is really decieving who?
ReplyDeleteI tire! ! Men always think they have d sole franchise of lies,cheating,hurting and deciet!
ReplyDeleteImade
Is this the continuation of yesterday??? Some parts are missing.
ReplyDeleteWole pls check.
Interesting!!!...but too many typo's!please proof read carefully!!
ReplyDeleteDis is really a case of pepople decieve people
ReplyDeletePeople I meant
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ReplyDeleteWhy didn't she just call off the marriage instead of tormenting this man like this....so unfair
ReplyDeleteIs the man not tormenting her too. Is it always a man's world. @redeye
ReplyDelete@anonyMOUTH. From the begining she knew what she was getting into. She knew how lonely the role of a military man's wife could be and she jumped in and now she's complaining and even having more fun than the man. Goerge X. Mingo X....while poor Stephen has only used dirty water (village girl) to quence fire......she has no excuse jor.
ReplyDeleteHahahaha@ redeye; fair enough judgement,but her getting married 2 a military man isn't an issue they are men and thus have equal right 2marriage as any other.But her hubby's uncaring attitude pushed her although its no justification. And its was a 2way thing he cheated she cheated! But the military guy 2 say d village was dead, that quaalifies him 2 be a really heartless fellow!
ReplyDelete@ Red eye do recheck part1 carefully,she neva knw wat she was gettin in2.d whole issues startd frm d Man.
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