It was a long while ago, when the
area we stayed still had many uncompleted buildings and when my husband was
still very busy. He would be at home for two days and go to work for five days.
We tried to have kids and it seems not working. I believed in God only thus I
wouldn’t doubt miracles in terms of child bearing. But I was bored those times.
I would beg my younger sister to come keep me company most times and she tried
but I can’t deny her a future, thus when the time came she had to move on. I
had to think many times why all these things were happening to us, but I got no
answer in my thoughts.
It was twelve months after we got
married that we went to the doctor to check what the problem could be that is
affecting child bearing. After series of test; it was concluded to be erectile
dysfunction in my husband. He felt so bad all through that season and he
judiciously was taking his drugs with much exercises. I loved him more because
he staying at home longer but after two months the season started again. We
tried having sex like animals this period but it didn’t work.
Then came peter as a young boy who
always come around to help in cleaning and clearing of weeds. He was a real
errand boy at that moment. My husband liked him because he is smart and decided
to help him in furthering his education. Peter was always around and he was
always there whenever I feel so bored and lonely. There were no phones at this
moment. Gradually I started developing some feelings for him and because I
allow him sleep in the house sometimes, he was the only person I can hold. It
all started one night when we heard gun shots from a distance. There was no
light that night and darkness ravaged the whole yard. I had to wake him up and
he joined me in my room. We held ourselves tight as the gunshots were sounding
closer. After a while we discovered we couldn’t hear them again. But there was
something I could feel around my legs. It took a while before I could discern
it was peter’s dick. It was hard as a rock. I could feel it so hard and it
seems he knew when I discovered. Without hesitation he started fondling my
breast and pulled the night gown I was wearing. The touch was different but it
had been a while I felt that and that was how it started. The whole exercise
lasted till the next morning. None of us slept that night and it followed suite
till I was pregnant.
I told my husband about my pregnancy
when it could be calculated to when he came home. We were so happy and
celebration was colossal. The whole area knew joy was coming to our home. I didn’t
even allow Peter know it was his handwork. I have kept the secret forever but
at this point I think I need say this.
My mum held my dad and started
apologizing. It was not a scenario to apologize. I can’t contain Uncle Peter being
my dad. Someone we all disrespect and call for errands. Anytime we give him
small money; he tells us all the stories in the world. Suddenly I would have to
call him daddy. And what happens to my real dad. I fell on the floor in the
sitting room in all tears. I can’t hold myself back more than that. I wept but
that wasn’t the situation on ground. The pastor tried to calm the whole
situation and asked of Uncle Peter. He was within the compound. When he was
called and he entered, he thought it was still the grief of Babajide that made
the whole turn into turmoil. He joined also but after a while pastor told Uncle
Peter that he would follow him somewhere. The news of him helping my dad out
with my mum was not to be disclosed to him in the presence of everybody. The news
was to be kept amongst us family member but ……
They came back late at night. Sleep was
a luxury no one could afford. We had cried into headache. That was the first
time my dad had to cry. He was broken and I knew it. I can’t remove the fact
that Uncle Peter had been sleeping with my mum out of my head but I just prayed
everything calm down first then I’ll know what to do.
The pastor entered with Uncle Peter and
Engr Uchenna but Ugo still didn’t come. My dad asked if he was alright now and
maybe he was just resting in the hospital. With an irritating look; he told Uncle
Peter to leave the house and he left but something else happened. When they got
there and Uncle Peter prayed nothing happened. He prayed so well that we had to
tell him what happened. He confessed doing what he was alleged, but he is also
sterile. He has low sperm count and he cannot impregnate a woman. That means
there is someone else again. My dad was mad when he heard that. He looked at my
mum and asked who the person was. My mum was mute for a while until she said “that
means it was Steven”…….. which Steven, My
best friend!!!
Hehehe she's been around the block.
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