Wolfax Diaries

It’s easier for the devil to be a saint than for guys to be good. I didn’t know this on time; but I knew in agony. This story was a mistake I probably made, not to make a bigger mistake later in life. I feel I’ve learnt my lesson but ………. It’s always a new chapter with every guy. A bad boy is a man who seems outwardly attractive, but is unwilling to offer sacrificial love in a relationship. He is too immature and preoccupied with himself to share genuine compassion, concern, or acceptance. A bad boy lacks character and might exhibit the following behavior: LYING, aloofness, irresponsible dreaming, fear of commitment, SEXUAL PROMISCUITY, addiction to substances or pornography, selfishness, hunger for power, disinterest in surrendering to God, etc. In addition, a bad boy is not interested in true love, because real love requires consistent sacrifice. A bad boy will only sacrifice for someone if it’s convenient for him or if he gets something in return. He expects the woman to do m...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOSS The doctor walked into the hospital room as I woke up. The room was crowded and I felt I should just die. I can’t imagine living with a stigma I didn’t cause. Is it wrong to have sex with my boyfriend again? The whole drama and excitement had become a nightmare on the whole. Life was meaningless.   I looked around and saw Johnson on his knees crying. He was apologizing for infecting me I guess. I haven’t even seen my result but what could I expect. The expectations are obvious; with all the waist twisting and marathon adventures, one can get nothing else.  The doctor pulled him up as he held the result in his hand. Someone was standing behind the doctor who later I understood was the psychologist. He needed top lecture on how to live with the disease. I can’t imagine what he can possibly say.   I’m going to be a drug addict I know. I would have to take drugs continually for the rest of my life. The whole happiness called Johnson had now ...

They shook hands and I saw in his face a sight of regret. I had just been dealing with someone that doesn't exist. I have been played by a guy who all he does is lie to ladies. Everything about him became a lie to me. I needed to know his real name. Noma came in with five other colleagues and we all started laughing at him. He knelt down to apologize but I wondered for what? He was really embarrassed when they started advising him and brought out phones to snap him. Johnson won’t do that again I know but I need to know the motive behind the whole drama. I looked at him as he sat and asked why did you do all these? He started his narration like this …      Johnson : I always have been a good man and loved extremely. I didn’t cheat on any lady ever since but I was heartbroken by a particular lady and it was then I swore to never consider any lady again. Faithfulness was the watch word then. All I had I gave into the relationship. My money, my energy, my heart a...

I didn’t understand thus I asked myself, could Charlene be a guy. The first intuition was how Johnson could be gay. He doesn't look it, nor act it. I marked the message unread and dropped the phone. I became very uncomfortable after having my bath. I dressed up in a hurry and I woke him up.   I needed an explanation.  Sluggishly he sat up on the bed as I showed him the text message on his phone. He started with a hiss and a nag like comment. Why are you acting uncivilized? What are you checking my phone? He continued the questioning till a point I started seeing reasons with him. I made a mistake. I was about apologizing when I realized Charlene called him brother. How come the girl called you brother? He acted not interested in what I was saying……… I left and regretted all I had enjoyed the previous night. I didn’t understand any longer? How can a girl who was begging to be with him, suddenly become interested in if he had sex with me. I got undressed as I kn...